There are some things that will happen in your life that you will never be able to forget. That first kiss, the first heart break, and the first time you feel what love feels like. I have been in all of those scenarios and what I dont understand is why some people think that it is their right to try and ruin them. In reality I have done absolutely nothing and I have been the one that has been kicked while down time and time again but I never have nor ever will categorize myself as the victim. Everything that happens seems to happen for a reason and most things make a person stronger, but at this point I am just tired. I am over everything that has happened and I dont care anymore. People will come and go but the ones that you love and mean the most to you never leave your side which has proven true time and time again through out this beautiful two year relationship that I am in. Yes she has broken my heart and yes she might do it again but I still love her, flaws and all. I could not ask for anyone better to stand by my side and hold my hand as cowardly girls throw punches left and right trying to split us up for whatever reason… At the age of 21 I never thought that I would have to worry about people trying to indulge themselves in the drama of our relationship and everything that surrounds it. On a daily basis there is something new that pops up and at this point I am just wondering why. What has happened that made you such a bitter person? It certainly was not me and I will not take responsibility for it. You can keep trying to make a mess of things but the only person that you are going to hurt is yourself. We are all adults and you need to stop beating a dead horse and walk away. Wasting your time and energy trying to “ruin” my life is something that is petty and to be completely honest immature. I am in charge of my own happiness and I for one will not let anyone take that away from me. So keep pushing because eventually you will hit a wall and realize that all of the time and energy that you have been putting into this is pointless.